Wednesday, October 11, 2006

John Legend fulfulls my dreams

So who's super excited about John Legends new album. I know I am. The vibe of the video is amazing and all I can do is imagine that Im the pretty black girl the he wakes up with and goes home with in the end. Just a little more thick and womanly but just as beautiful(if not more). John knew he had to start and end with a black girl, I was slightly offended when I saw the other girls but at the end of the day love is love and it definately doesnt matter what someone's color is. The fantasy would have been so much more real for all us black girls who aspire to be kept while keeping if the girl was black the whole time. Either way Im excited for his album to drop. More good new music and yall know how much I love good music!!

Peace

Friday, October 06, 2006

I shoulda listened to my Mama

Its cold as hell outside, and I should have expected that up here in the North but it was 83 degrees yesterday and today its 53 degrees. SHIT! I thought I was covered in my dress and stalkings but no not so much. When my Mom said "Your gonna learn when that New York Wind hits you" I laughed, now all I can do is try to hold my hair from my lips so it doesnt get in my lip gloss, that shit is so annoying. Oh well, another excuse to shop!

It was good to get home before 10pm tonight. Im normally at work until 10 or so and to get home at 8:45 I was so geeked up. I stopped at the Fuh Wah ( Flatbush's best chinese takeout spot, yall know how we do in Brooklyn) and picked some food for my veg session.

So call me a lame but I just discovered three very good shows that have been on apparently forever. The Wire is such a good show. Coming at the reference of a friend I have found a replacement for Flavor Of Love which is ending in the near future. According to Tonia (for whom I must confirm all things) this show has been on the air for at least three seasons. Where have I been? Under a rock???
I caught Nip Tuck as well and it's cute, Grey's Anatomy is cool too in a very modern ER sorta way. I love the whole introspective vibe.

Speaking of introspective, lately Ive caught my self in a daze staring at my nails or off into the tunnel where I expect my train. Ask me what Im reflecting on and I have no clue. Its more like scheming, how do I get 1.3 million dollars for a Brownstone?, more importantly, where am I gonna move next month? What the hell do I buy to keep warm, will I really need to buy one of the haneouse North Face coats and Timberland Boots to make it through an NY winter??? Am I gonna go to homecoming or not??? Im thinking deep about whats to com and on one hand I wanna think about it but on the other I wanna just pray that God shows me the way. Its all my bosses fault really, my newest assignment has been to make a 20 year plan for my self. When she first mentioned it I sighed in deep displeasure but now its got me staring off in a daze trying to figure out where the hell Im going with my life. I mean "If you dont have a destination any road will get you there"(or whatever the hell they say) but then "The best layed plans...." Yall know what the hell Im trying to say? Your damned if you do, your damned if you dont.

So im staring off into the distance, dont mind me, Ive just got alot on my mind.