Back at UR....again, for the last time. Last time moving in, last time paying that damn room deposit, and last time living in a dormitory. College is some otherness, I just keep thinking, this is the last time Im gonna have to do all this. Thats the ONLY thing thats getting me through it. The carrying heavy containers of books I didnt resell up flights of stairs, trying to cram my clothes into these little closets, trying to make an uncomfortable space a comfortable one because HEY, I have to live there for 6 monthes. Im done with it all. I was done last year but Im in it to win it so Im gonna finish things up and move on. Soon all this will become slightly dear to me. The last time of stupid things like going to d-hall or walking to class will become so sacred and will mark a period of my life that many say are the best years of your life. If college years are the best years of your life than I think life must be pretty sad. There has got to be something more out there than the little fun we had here partying and being silly. Dear God I pray there is!

Im in this room, got a roomate this year. (sad face) I really wish I could get back to my room in North Court. Basement floor, no windows, no roomate, just me and my space, my couch from the lounge down the hall and my own little exit. Ohhhh the Boom Boom Room. Had a few good times in that room. It was quite a pivitoal point that room, academically and socially. Good times. I'll have to make a trip over to housing and see if its occupide that would be the way to end the year. It would be a nice little space for me considering I need to drop out of existance this last few semeseters. Im trying to make that step from Robins to NYC in one fell swoop and no stops in between. NO trips to my Moms house, no summer job, none of that crap. Just jump right in, and get started. Why wait??

Pre-O starts Saturday, and freshman come the following Wednesday (sad face) followed by upperclassman on that saturday. Im gonna drop off the face of the earth and try to miss alllllllll of that. Not really up for the pointless banter of "Hey how are you???" "How was your summer?" "Where you livin this year???....OH ok , I'll come visit..." I know its formaliitys and I know I'll say it at least 100 times. Thats the way it goes but, it gets you away in a more timely manner and with less drama than if you just avoided the eyes of everyone trying to see how you've progressed or regressed over the summer and kept on about your business.

One Random Thing

Tierra Marie is super wack. I was feeling her single thenI heard parts of the album while in the car with Dwight and she was on some COMPLETE OTHERNESS! " I aint had no Daddy around when I was young, so thats why, Im wildin out...." WTF is she saying. Who writes a song about that crap. I know I was a fatherless child but I really think I came out fine, I know thats kinda debateable but this shit on her album is just wack. Plus Erica said she got booed this past weekend at a RICHMOND club. A RICHMOND Club! If our country asses booed her then you know she must suck.


Alright Im talkin shit and Im tired. Im misspelling stuff ( I guess I do that when Im awake too) so Im about to pack my bag and head to Moore.... UR is on some otherness