City Breathing

Its raining up here in the city and it kinda brings a peaceful sense to the chaos.Ive really been doing a lot of thinking about things. Mostly pertaining to my future and after graduation but in general too. I walked around Brooklyn more today and saw downtown, saw the people and really just absorbed the atmosphere. If you haven't understood me yet, I love New York. I had a long conversation with my sister today and I'm trying to persuade her to move up here too. I think it would be great for my niece and nephews and even better for her. She lives in Arkansas and I think that's too slow for the person she is, just the way Richmond is too slow for the person I am. I'm excited about the fall and getting things rolling but I'm also trying to hold on to the weeks I have left here in NY. I think I'm undergoing that "change" that most people experience when they go abroad. Its a good thing, a little self reflection, a little growing, a little getting to know what you want out of life, all that jazz. I'm glad, when I look at my future I'm excited, I don't feel confused, or scared. I don't know where I'm headed but I know its gonna be off the hook. I know I'm gonna be happy, and I know I'm gonna be satisfied cause I think that's the person I am. I like to take things as far as I can, that's how my mind works. Sometimes that can be seen as annoying, extra, stuck up or just being damn right overbearing, but If I'm gonna put CASSANDRA BROWN beside it, it's gotta be the shit, nothing less.